I miss the days where my biggest worry was about what to eat
Now it seems like I’m trying to decide what really makes me happy and it is lost somewhere at sea.
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(Source: justjericho)
In a relationship I wanna be…
Held tightly at night…
Scolded for being too stubborn…
Taken care of when I’m sick…
Like best friends…
Able to depend on them when needed…
Protected knowing they’ll fight with me…
Holding hands when I’m scared…
Helped when I can’t solve anything…
But more importantly. I wanna be loved for being me.
(Source: justjericho)
Look at me, tell me what you see…
Do you see someone that you hate, dislike, do not care for? Am I a person you want to forget and throw to the side?
Or am I someone you cherish, care for, and love? Am I someone who makes you happy and you want to hold on to?
This is what constantly goes through my mind when I talk to you, hear from you, or even think about you. It kills me that I do not know where I am placed in your life, cause in all honesty I hope I am someone you can’t stop loving.
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(Source: justjericho)
Is it weird that I wanna get close? Maybe even more than ever?
I’m just concerned whether or not I’ll hurt myself in the process. I’ve been doing much better since the last heart breaking incident and I do not know if I want to go through the whole thing again.
I know somewhere deep down I’m setting myself up for failure, and that is kinda the last thing I really want in my life right now.
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(Source: justjericho)
It wasn't real from the beginning...
- Awake at night, I decided to call my ex who is still one of my close friends till this day...
- Me: I miss you :) How are you?
- Ex: Good, I miss you too... I love you.
- Me: Haha I know :P I love you too, friends for life!
- Ex: Mhm, but I love love you still...
- Me: <3 Wow, that's different. But you shouldn't say things you don't mean.
- Ex: Mhm.
- The next day...
- Me: Hey thanks for staying on the phone with me. :) You said some pretty interesting things. LOL
- Ex: Really?! I don't remember what we talked about. I had medicine so I don't remember much.
- Me: Well you said you love me... like 'Love' me.
- Ex: Oh...well I didn't mean it like that.
- Me: ... </3
- Me: It's fine I kinda knew that you saying that would be weird...
One day you’ll understand how I felt…
And only then will you regret for making me feel like that.
(Source: justjericho)
Love Lockdown
Reasons why I should not be in a relationship:
- I am clueless to what I truly
wantneed. - I probably known them for a week
- Related to the one above: I rush my relationships most of the time
- School needs to be dealt with first hand
- My relationship with my family needs to be strengthened first
- I have been hurt too many times, I should learn to just give up.
- My personality is too complicated for people to understand
- Too busy
- Still hung up on the past
- I think too much
- I’m probably too far for the person I like
- I have a hard time truly loving myself
- Scared as fuck to commit without reassurance
I’m basically not ready. That, and the person who likes me probably does not know what they are getting into.
(Source: justjericho)
I thought you’d be the light that would guide me
But in reality you were just a flicker of false hope that lead me deeper in to the darkness.
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(Source: justjericho)
No one looks for someone like me to be in a relationship
From the people I’ve met, not one was willing to actually deal with the crap I give, called myself.
I wouldn’t date myself, I’d try to get away from my own being as much as possible if it could actually happen.
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(Source: justjericho)
